INFP The Hippo Appreciation Club Co-founder Part-time doughnut. Full time adventurer. 11 My problem is that I have an old heart and a young mind. Makes life tricky to navigate - though not impossible. Sometimes believing is seeing. ๐ณ๐ซ
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Last Notes npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Thinking about when I was little and my brother, one of my oldest friends and I would play pirates - pirates of the Caribbean (the black pearl) to be specific. we had bunk beds and we would jump off of them into the โseaโ, making each other walk the plank. I would want to be Elizabeth but I was always โthe cookโ, which is such bullshit cos there was no cook in the films. I couldnโt be Elizabeth though cos they both fancied her. That being said that particular old friend (who was the son of one of my mums friends) became my first โboyfriendโ when we got older. He asked me to be his girlfriend on my baby brothers megasketcher and ran away before I could answer. Was very sweet. I would write notes in my diary for him to read after school, and he would very slyly take my diary without my big brother noticing and run off to read it. Then we would sit by the windows in my living room and stare at the night skyline, talking about deep stuff, like Harry Potter and homework. What we wanted to be when we grew up, and the contents of my diary etc. No kissing or anything like that - we were kids. Just talking. I wanted to hide our โrelationshipโ from everyone, just cos it was our thing, and boys had germs, of course. Also, my mum and big brother wouldnโt have been cool. He kept trying to tell everyone in the playground, so it ended. We went back to being friends. I still see him around and weโre still friends, just not as close as we once were. Thatโs my bedtime story ๐ซ goodnight npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara โI love it thoughโ ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐๐๐ I love the positivity ๐ hoping itโs cooled down for you now though ๐๐ฝ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Wow ๐๐ซ will do this ๐๐ฝ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara ๐ damn. Ah man, I thought it was rare ๐ญ Seeing the Milky Way would be brilliant โค๏ธโ๐ฅ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Sorry I missed this! Iโm glad too ๐ซ๐ซ Wow ๐ bet thatโs lovely. Does that mean theyโre quite common then? npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Oooo Yeahh, thatโs an odd one! Smells are harder to place for me, where music I can usually figure out the memories ๐ซ Agree ๐ซ threw my whole day off plunging me back into the past ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฅน npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara It would be a really tricky one ๐ซ but you never know npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara ๐ฏ๐๐ซ Iโve had this happen, but she knows me so well. Think she just set me up with someone she thought I should be with, rather than what Iโd actually like ๐ฅน๐ซ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara This is wonderful! โบ๏ธ๐ซ๐ซ๐ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara I dunno why, but I thought you was British ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara ๐ never noticed this before ๐คฃ๐ ah man ๐๐ฝ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Agree โบ๏ธ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฏ focused on learning right now ๐ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Thank you, lovely ๐ซ๐ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara ๐คฃ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Funny how an album can transport me back to being 8 years old in the backseat of my stepdads car, driving fast on the motorway. The sun is setting and my eyelids are heavy. I feel content, so then why does my heart hurt. Being human is most humbling. https://tidal.com/album/633711?u npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara He would never let me down ๐ฅน๐ซ not that Mr Harold let me down ๐๐ฝ๐ญ he did his best. My head was just always in the clouds. npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara Was a queen ๐คฏ๐ซ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30hgnkpa4kqfvmtwx Eshara โI guess Iโll see you next lifetime, Maybe weโll be butterfliesโ